The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Chapter 4, pt. 1

The next day he awoke refreshed and confident that his popularity would be on the wane. He breakfasted and dressed for work, exited the apartment, headed down the street, and tackled a passing bike messenger off his bike and out of the path of an onrushing speeding bus with only a fraction of a second to spare.

It was over before he even quite knew what was going on. It had happened so fast he couldn’t even remember clearly whether he’d felt the characteristic flash of power through his body.

While he stood, shocked, thinking about these issues, a small crowd of equally shocked onlookers were snapping photos and murmuring amongst themselves as they identified the messenger’s rescuer as the hero of the other day.

The messenger, a scruffy young man who looked far more shocked and shaken than Brandon himself, shook his hand with sincere gratitude. “Don’t mention it,” Brandon said, while around them people snapped photos and uploaded video clips of the moment.

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The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Chapter 3

Alas, Galadriel was nowhere to be seen. In fact, there continued to be nothing much of note to see, even though he was filled with the certainty that the meeting had, in fact, begun.

That certainty was borne of a presence in his mind that he recognized as the source of the call. It was centered on the sliver of dense light, which drew his eye like a magnet drawing iron. Though he couldn’t see it grow, it somehow grew in importance until it filled his field of view and he could see nothing else; a voice that had no voice spoke with him through his mind.

brave one, you are welcome here

“I’m welcome … in my dreams?” The voice-that-wasn’t-a-voice was flat and toneless and yet more expressive and full of meaning than any sound he’d heard produced. He wasn’t entirely sure how dream conversations were supposed to go, but he didn’t seem to be on autopilot anymore. He was going to have to actually carry his end of the conversation.

your dreams are a place of fantastic power and wonder, of imagination and imagery far beyond most of your kind

“Power … is this about what happened yesterday?”

you are a true hero to your kind, and to mine

“I’m no hero,” he said.

Another replay in his head began then, the scenes he’d seen earlier of the mother and father holding their child moments before the little girl was lost from the balcony. There was an otherworldliness to it he hadn’t seen before, not just the strangeness of the girl, but of her parents, too.

we live among you, unseen, unknown

The baby girl, staring into his eyes after he caught her, those too-knowing eyes that consumed him. There was a kinship there, something shared with the too-solid light.

you saved her where precious few others could

“I only did what anyone would have done,” he protested, before being cut off.

He felt a pulsing warmth inside his chest. It flowed into him from the light; a gift, he sensed; it felt both glorious and alien all at once.

cast off false images and be truly what you are

The warmth exploded in his chest, flooding through him, suffusing him with a feeling of power mixed with gratitude that nearly burned in its intensity, then faded, leaving him feeling warm and drained.

you are the hero of the people

“It was just instinct! I didn’t even see her! I’m glad I saved her, but I’m not worthy of all this,” he cried, but he was protesting in vain. He jerked upright in his bed, blinked his eyes, and pinched and poked himself around the arms and legs and head. He was himself, his regular old body with its reassuring lack of He-Man muscles. Only the diffuse, warm feeling remained from the dream. “Maybe I’m just hung over.”

He noticed light streaming in from under the shade on the window; he grabbed his phone. 7:13am. Just in time to get ready for work.

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He put the dream out of his mind and spent the rest of that day trying to make things go back to normal. The rest of the world had other ideas.

When he arrived at work, he found his co-workers, most of whom had never interacted with him in any way before, had gotten him a large cake with a beautifully done icing rendering of him catching the baby girl across the top. He spluttered and stammered his protests to no effect; for the rest of the day, he was the man of the hour, and got almost no work done at all thanks to an endless parade of people he didn’t know shaking his hand, congratulating him, asking him for the hot reporter lady’s number and generally interrupting his schedule. To his great surprise, nobody minded that he didn’t actually accomplish anything.

The message counter continued to climb. It was making him anxious; he liked to keep a clean inbox and the count was up to 55 from voice mail alone when he got up. He knew he was going to have to deal with it eventually, he knew; he turned off the display again.

“Ben, great job yesterday, that catch was amazing! Did you play ball in college or something?” Yet another co-worker he’d seen around but never talked to. He smiled half-heartedly.

“Brandon, and thanks. No, never played.”

“Man, if only they’d known what they were missing out on!”

“Yeah. Um, I’ve got to—”

“Hey, no problem, Ben. We should get lunch some time, it’s on me!”

“That … sounds great, sure.”

He hurried off, whistling, and Brandon stared down at the lunch he’d hastily packed and brought with him. He looked around the office, and half a dozen people were trying to catch his eye. He cringed inwardly. “I’ve gotta get out of here,” he muttered.

Suiting action to words, he grabbed his coat and slipped out of the office as quickly as he could, drawing on all of his years of experience to blend into the environment and avoid notice. He counted it a success when he was only stopped twice.

He let his guard down as he strolled down the street; he was too relieved to be out of the sight of his coworkers, and forgot that he was now in the line of sight of the general public. It took a few minutes for this to dawn on him as people started stopping where they stood, whispering. A few started pointing.

One young woman timidly approached him, tugging on the sleeve of his coat as he passed. “Excuse me, sir, are you Brandon Burns?”

He stopped, flustered. She was a beauty, the type of girl he’d have been too nervous to approach, and here she was, looking ready to bolt if he said the wrong word. His response caught in his throat.

“Um … yes,” he said, rather lamely, and promptly gave himself a mental kick for his social clumsiness.

She advanced a step, a bit of the timidity melting away from her eyes. “I saw how you saved that baby yesterday, it was the most amazing thing I’ve ever seen. I’m so glad I get to tell you how great you were!”

He retreated a step, maintaining the distance between them, even while flushing slightly under the praise. “Er … thank you. It was really nothing though, I just did what anyone would have done. I just … reacted, you know?”

She took another step forward. “Not just anyone would have actually caught her though,” she smiled. “Would you—”

“I’m really sorry, I’m … I have to … I’ve got to be on my way.” He started backing away. “It was nice to meet you!”

He turned then and hurried on. He grabbed his phone from his pocket, determined not to be stopped again; he opened up his social networks and kept his eyes half-glued to the screen, head hunched low. Maybe nobody would recognize him.

He walked that way, head down, attention apparently absorbed, until he came to the little hole in the wall restaurant he’d decided was likely to be the least busy place he could get to for lunch and make it back on time. It was also the place he was least likely to be bothered, he hoped.

The place, a somewhat generic Mediterranean restaurant, was a little dim and grungy-looking, but those who looked closer would note that their kitchen was spotless. There were a few other customers in the place, but not many; the lunch rush hadn’t begun, and was rarely too bad at this location even when it did begin. He joined the short line as unobtrusively as possible.

The place was short-staffed, but the harried servers were efficient and kept the line moving. He’d just decided to go with the chicken shawarma when it was his turn to order. He collected his meal to eat in and slipped his phone into his pocket, then made his way to an empty table.

He made it halfway before another customer bumped him from behind. From the corner of his eye, he saw the other patron’s dish go flying into the air right next to him. A sense of deja vu came over him and a warm flash of energy ran down his arm. He snapped it out, snagging the edge of the plate and scooping it up before it separated from too much of the contents. A single olive bounced free and hit the floor while he stood still, a little stunned, and handed the plate back to its wide-eyed owner.

Did that just happen? That didn’t just happen, he thought. He surreptitiously rubbed his fingertips together; no spidery sticky hairs. He wasn’t turning into Tobey McGuire in Spider-Man, then. What the hell was that, then?

He looked around, but it seemed most people hadn’t noticed. The person who’d bumped him was staring at him, giving him a look he’d seen a number of times that day already, as though trying to place his face. With a start, his attention was drawn to a couple of people who’d been in the line behind him—he recognized them from work. Crap! One of them was staring at him, open-mouthed. He nudged the other person, a woman from the accounting department, and they started whispering together, casting furtive glances at him.

He hunched in on himself and slipped quietly into his seat and started eating. So much for a clean escape.

The story of the lunchtime catch spread around the office, which made the furtive glances and whispered conversations infinitely worse for the rest of the day, but at least people interrupted him far less frequently. He was actually able to get some work done. Unfortunately, being able to did not translate into actually doing it; he spent a good portion of the afternoon worrying about that odd warmth he’d felt right before catching the plate. It had felt an awful lot like the sensation he’d had during his dream.

He walked home quickly, lost in thought, and that actually had the effect of shielding him from the cloud of attention his appearance brought him. Passersby took note of his distracted air and speed and very few thought to interrupt him.

He made it home in record time, tossed his phone onto the counter without even setting it up to charge, and sat by his window, deep in thought, staring out at the street and the people moving about their lives.

Were some of them the others? The … he didn’t even know what they were. ‘The People,’ his dream had told him, living in the world unseen and unknown. But who, what were the people? He’d dismissed them as the figment of too much scotch before bed, but his sense of connection at the restaurant had been so strong.

‘You are the hero of the people,’ he’d been told. Told by a dream. Told by his imagination, told by a scotch bottle. Could they have done that to him? Could they have given him the ability to actually be what everyone already thought he was?

“It’d be just my luck if they’re real and they actually did,” he said to himself, hardly noticing that he was speaking the words out loud. “Another couple of days and people will have forgotten all about me, except …” he sighed. “Except for the inevitable memes, I guess.”

He stared at his hands. All this over a silly dream and a couple of flukes of dexterity. He’d always had fairly good reflexes, though he was rarely in a position to really put them to the test. That was likely all it was; he’d been in an unusual position to make use of a natural ability he’d had all along without knowing.

Hadn’t he?

He dug a handful of change out of his pocket and inspected them. 4 quarters, several assorted lesser coins. He re-pocketed the lesser ones and idly flipped one of the quarters, catching and re-catching it.

After he’d flipped it a few times, he flipped it extra hard, sending the coin sailing toward the ceiling by a couple of feet before it fell back down. He tensed his other arm and snatched for it. It was an easy catch, and there was no hint of the otherworldly warmth he remembered from before.

He snorted at himself. Seriously, he was getting cracked in the head.

He tossed all four quarters up toward the ceiling and watched as they started to fall. As they neared the level he’d thrown them from, his hand shot out …

2 quarters tumbled to the floor, one landing on edge and rolling briefly before settling. Two lay in his clenched fist. Still no trace of the warm feeling of power.

“Guess that settles that,” he said, relieved. It was all in his head. In a few days, people would forget all about his blessedly brief brush with fame.

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The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Chapter 2, pt. 2

He fell asleep instantly, but despite the scotch, he didn’t sleep deeply. Instead he found himself dreaming, and the dreams were intense.

It started out with a replay of the day’s events, only in slow motion and from a multitude of angles; it was like being everywhere at once, seeing everything, even the bits that neither he nor the cameras had seen. He saw the fire start in the basement of the building, a dusty old place where too much old crap had been dumped, lots of wood and paper and cardboard and far too many things covered in grease and oil, no doubt belonging to the maintenance men who kept the buildings’ water heaters and air circulation systems running. All it took was a single spark landing in the wrong spot, and the potential firetrap lived up to its potential at last.

It spread quickly throughout the basement, and even in the dream Brandon could feel the heat and pressure building fast as the air rapidly expanded. His perspective shifted; a young mother in a third floor apartment, looking out over the street with baby in her arms and daddy at her side. She held the little girl firmly, all of them happy and laughing at something funny daddy had said, when -WHUMP-

The building shook, mommy and daddy were thrown off balance. Dual instincts warred within mommy; she clutched her child in one arm and threw the other out to the balcony rail to steady herself, but lost her grip. Both parents screamed as the little girl went out, out and over, then the sickeningly long fall to the concrete below.

He saw himself, oblivious, reacting to the windows blowing out, leaping back, the little girl striking his chest, his arms snapping up automatically to catch her.

He saw the crowd, many of them already facing his way, their attention drawn by both the screams of the mother above and the explosive shattering of the basement windows. He saw their reaction to his miracle catch. He felt an immense weight of approval, but it wasn’t the crowd’s, and it wasn’t his own. It reminded him of nothing so much than the strangeness he’d noticed about the little girl herself.

He didn’t have time to dwell on that before his perspective changed again; this time he was who knows where. It looked like nothing so much as a swamp, of all places. He was standing knee-deep in it, and …

Why were his knees bare?

He had swamp water in his boots, and …

Why was he wearing a fur loincloth?

“What the hell?” he yelled at nobody in particular. He was startled at how loud and heroic his voice sounded. A mosquito bit him on the unusually large and solid bicep, and with startling speed and accuracy he swatted it, smashing it flat against the bulging muscle. “Holy crap.”

He raised a hand to his head, and sure enough, he was wearing a helmet very much like that stupid picture he’d drawn. The shield was strapped to his back, to judge by the weight, and the sword to his belt.

No sooner had he recognized his circumstances than his perspective altered once again, becoming more dream, less lucid. He saw his caricature-self march off into the swamp, headed for the heart of the forest in the distance.

He was not unchallenged; from his odd, disembodied perspective, he saw himself being eyed hungrily by a frighteningly large crocodile seconds before it darted forward to strike, only to watch himself cleave its skull nearly in two before it could bring the its massive jaws together on him. He hadn’t even seen himself draw the sword.

A short time later, as he was nearing the edge of the swamp, he watched helplessly as a 20’ snake dropped silently from the branches of a slimy tree overhead. It quickly coiled around his arms and shoulders, pinning him, rearing in front of him, mouth gaping. His caricature set his feet wide, bracing for action, and without flinching or even changing expression, flexed his entire upper body. The snake hissed furiously, muscular body trying to clamp down and crush the air from Brandon’s massive lungs.

It took a minute, but finally Brandon’s heroic alter-ego won out. With a huge outward and upward heave, he hurled the snake off into the water, then cut its head off with one stroke when it was foolish enough to return to strike again.

‘What am I doing? I mean watching? I mean dreaming? No more scotch on an empty stomach before bed,’ he found himself thinking. If this dream had been a movie, he’d have clicked it off by now. It was the worst sort of cheesy fantasy action hero schlock, the sort of stuff he’d outgrown years ago.

His over-muscled caricature was dragging himself out of the swamp and onto dry land. He wore fur boots to match the loincloth, though they were so filthy with swamp muck that it was hard to tell what they were at first. He pulled them off one by one and gave them a quick rinse in the water, pulled them back on, and continued on.

As he moved soundlessly through the forest like some overly large and unusually dense ghost, he found his perception shifting again. The woods grew darker faster than the dense foliage should have accounted for, faster even than the approach of night accounted for. His cartoonish form started to seem more real to him, less outrageously proportioned. Little details pinged into his awareness that had been lacking before; the wetness of his boots from the water, scratches from the swamp vegetation he’d pushed through, bruises sustained from the crocodile fight, countless insect bites.

He almost preferred the caricature, he decided. He wanted to stop and scratch the itches, but he had somewhere to be. A meeting needed to take place; he couldn’t be late. He wasn’t sure how he knew this. Must’ve been some kind of dream-logic. He had been called, and it was time to answer.

The forest was nearly pitch black and his tree-trunk legs were collecting an impressive variety of scratches from pushing on through the undergrowth. The character of the land began to change, gradually at first. The brush thinned, the ground became flatter, more level, at least where he walked. The plants around him became strange, almost otherworldly. Bio-luminescent life began to appear everywhere; bits of moss, glowing insects, traces of light along the curve of a leaf, all started appearing to light the woods with an ethereal glow. He was almost disappointed when neither Galadriel nor Na’vi appeared to him from behind a convenient tree.

A dark spot in the blue-green glow of the forest caught his attention in the distance before him. He watched as it steadily grew closer, until it resolved as a grove of trees grown so tightly packed that they formed a great wall of living wooden trunks, their canopy of branches tightly woven overhead. The tangled mass of roots at their bases made the ground treacherous save for a single, well-worn path which lay clear and smooth and led to a narrow arch between two great trunks.

He passed through the arch without a trace of the hesitation he’d have shown had it not been a dream. Beyond the arch lay a deep darkness, split only by the faint glow of the forest’s light from beyond. He stepped resolutely inside, and even that slight glow disappeared.

He stood waiting in that way that you do in dreams without conscious control. His eyes slowly adjusted to the dark of the space and he saw that he stood within a grove, the massive trunk wall surrounding a perfect circle of ground.

A light started to grow from the center of the circle, barely visible at first but increasing gradually in intensity. It began as a pale green, growing brighter and more intense, lighting first a circle of moss and then growing in diameter until it filled the whole clearing.

The clearing was smooth and flat and covered in a blanket of soft, lush green moss. As he watched, insects emerged from burrows in the trunks and the ground, further lighting the space and giving him a better view. The trees grew to an dizzying height, with the lowest branches not appearing until the trunks had risen a good twenty meters, and it was another 5 before they became tightly interwoven to form a solid roof.

His attention was wrested from the roof by … he had no idea what, but his gaze was wrenched down to the center of the clearing, where the light had concentrated into a near-physical intensity. The time of the meeting was at hand.

Now, where’s Galadriel? he thought.

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The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Day 2, pt. 2

Chapter 2

Away from the phone in the comfort of his familiar studio, his mood began to improve immediately. The stress and tension of all the attention he’d received began to drain right out of his body, down through his legs and out his feet. That or the scotch was really, really good. He couldn’t decide which.

It wasn’t a huge space, but he liked it that way. Everything was within reach. It was a small converted bedroom, emptied of bedroom type furniture and filled with drawing tables and computers and tablets and lots, and lots of toys and art. Alongside his own original drawings on various subjects were his own takes on famous franchises like Star Trek and Battlestar Galactica, The Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter, The Avengers, Star Wars, Tron … the list went on and on. He had too many to mount on his walls, and those were just the few he’d drawn on paper or had printed and framed. He had easily three times as many more in pure digital form.

He did most of his work on the computer. It was where he’d learned to draw, and only on rare occasions would he indulge in working on paper or canvas or other physical media. Despite the insistence of many other artists that the physical realm was superior, his particular style suffered when he tried to take it out of the digital realm. The layout of the studio reflected that.

His workspace occupied three of the four walls of the room, and he had a wheeled chair that he could push easily around the protected hardwood floor to any of the available workspaces. Of those three walls, two were devoted to his digital work flow, with tablets, touch monitors, a stylus, color laser printer, color ink-jet printer, a large scanner and many, many external drives for expanded storage and backing up work.

The one smaller wall was for his forays into drawing on paper. He had set up a pivoting light-table on which he could both free-draw and ink anything he felt like working on.

He sank into the chair with a sigh of relief and flicked the main monitor on. He’d left the computer running and most of his programs open; his email was open, and he winced. His phone messages were piped into email for him automatically if he didn’t listen to them, so they were waiting for him here too. 57, read the counter. He closed his mail with a shudder and grabbed his stylus, opening his drawing program to a fresh blank image.

With nothing specifically in mind, he started to draw, rapidly sketching out lines as his mind flitted about over the events of the day. He sat like that for a good hour, just thinking and letting his hands worry about the drawing on autopilot. When he finally looked at what he was drawing at, he smirked and rolled his eyes at himself, quite literally.

He’d drawn himself as a stereotypical fantasy hero type, complete with fur loincloth, bulging muscles that his real-life physique shrank back from in fright, a long broadsword with requisite jewel-encrusted handle, and viking-horned helmet and shield. He’d exaggerated his features, making his jaw a lot more square than it really was, his nose a touch more noble, his brow … well, actually probably a little less wise than it really was in reality, though that might’ve been the indomitable expression he’d put on his face.

He’d drawn his blue eyes as cool flecks of bright blue ice, though in reality they were much darker and usually more distant and introspective than they were in the intense gaze probing the distance of the caricature. His brown hair had become almost blond in the image, though it was difficult to see clearly because of the ridiculous helmet.

He smiled at the image and hit save. He might come up with some use for it at some point in the future. It might make a fun social avatar for a while, maybe. His various profiles could use a refresh.

The more he thought about that, the more he liked it, so he got lost in the world of online social media for several hours, updating his profiles and growing wide-eyed at just how correct Derrick had been. The online world was abuzz with news of the story of the day; his picture was everywhere, as well as the clip from the security camera that showed him quite clearly catching the baby as it felt at a truly frightening speed toward the bare concrete below, head first.

If he hadn’t known it had been himself, he might have thought it an impressive, heroic act as well. The camera hadn’t caught him face-on, so his blank, preoccupied expression couldn’t be seen. It looked like the act of a man with incredible reflexes (or luck, he thought,) making a one-in-a-million catch, snatching the infant from the inevitability of death while broken glass still bounced around on the ground, and then returning her to the arms of her tearfully grateful mother.

Seeing it from outside himself left him slack-jawed, and he started to understand the misconception others held a bit better. Even he felt a touch of pride that he’d been able to do such a thing, though it was tempered by a sinking feeling that the hoopla wasn’t going to die down quickly on it, at least by internet standards. He estimated that he could look forward to being the center of attention for probably a good four days at least, and he’d be a figure of renown and an ongoing internet meme for at least another year afterward.

He looked at his empty glass.

He poured another double and downed it in one gulp.

Then he went to bed.

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The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Day 2 pt. 1

“I’m not in marketing.” He felt the beginnings of a mild headache coming on. The kind you get when the kids are unexpectedly home from school and just won’t shut up and the phone keeps ringing and there’s a knock at the door and you’ve got something on the stove that’s going to boil over at any moment and suddenly there’s hippopotamus in the middle of your living room. It was shaping up to be just that kind of day.

“Unless you’re paying someone else to do it for you, yes, you are. Your work is amazing, and you never let anyone know about it. This is your chance! The whole world is going to hear about this story. I’m shocked that your phone isn’t ringing your ear off already!”

As though it had been waiting for those words to be spoken, Brandon’s phone rang. He checked the caller ID. Mom. He took the call.

“Hi Mom. No, I haven’t seen the news yet. No, it just happened, I’m still on my way home. Yes, I really caught her. No, I don’t know how it happened … no, I don’t know anything about the fire. Yes, I’m fine, they checked me over, no glass hit me, no burns, nothing … look, Mom, I’ll call you later, I have to go. Love you too.”

As he disconnected, he saw his notifications pop down. Two messages. No, three. Then the phone rang again, this time an unlisted number.

“Oh frak,” he cursed, the headache gaining new shades of depth and color. He let it go to messages. He’d read whatever they had to say later.

“Frak? What is wrong with you? Look, it’s really easy. When these people talk to you, and they will, just mention your work. It doesn’t get much easier than that.” He was equal parts exasperation and incredulity, and Brandon had to smile despite the growing pain between his eyes.

“Okay, okay, fine. I’ll do my best to cash in on this … whatever this is, I swear.” His art was just a hobby to him, not something he really had any intention of making a living at. He liked to spend his time holed up in his studio messing around with different artistic styles and subjects. Sometimes he put his work online to sell prints, but Derrick was right; he didn’t really put any effort into marketing it.

Despite that, he actually did have a few fans, and he usually sold enough in a month to supply him with coffee the next month. Most of his friends were firmly convinced he could do a lot better with a bit of a push. Derrick was determined to do the pushing. He was an internet marketing genius, and it drove him crazy to see Brandon wasting what, to his mind, was such a simple and easy opportunity to make what could be a lot more money.

Brandon had struggled long and hard with how to explain himself to Derrick, even though he really had no need to. Brandon was very happy with keeping things simple, staying on the low end of the attention scale, letting his “online business” grow at its own pace, if that’s what it was going to do.

“You won’t regret it. Man, if only I had an opportunity like this. I can’t believe you didn’t jump on it when you were on with those TV guys! But yeah, yeah, I know. Anyway, I gotta go take care of some stuff. Catch you later, Ben!”

“See you, Derrick,” he said, grimacing as the headache increased another notch. He swiftly walked the rest of the way home, ignoring his phone, which was now ringing regularly and silently; he’d had to put it into silent mode after the first five calls. By the time he passed through the lobby of his apartment block and hit the button for the 7th floor, his notifications informed him that he had 23 messages waiting for his attention.

He squeezed his eyes closed and rubbed his temples with a groan. It was going to be a long night. He let himself into his place and wasted no time pouring himself a double scotch, neat. The clean, sparsely-decorated apartment soothed his agitated mind; the headache grew a little less as he just soaked in the familiarity.

The colors were a bit muted and dark for most people’s taste, but he liked the effect. While the apartment wasn’t huge, it wasn’t tiny either, not for a two-bedroom anyway. The colors made the place seem a bit smaller, which was okay by him, and the shelves that lined the walls of the living room enhanced that impression. They were filled with books and nick-knacks from various times of his life.

He sipped the scotch and sighed with relief. He glanced at the phone and frowned at the steadily-climbing number of messages; it was now up to 33. He set it down on the counter, plugged it in to charge, and and vanished into the comfortable, quiet familiarity of his studio.

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The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Day 1

“So I was walking down the street just keeping to myself, and suddenly the whole block explodes.”

“I know that part, I watched it on the news. C’mon, tell us about how you saved that baby’s life!”

Brandon sighed. “I’ve told you, it was an accident! She fell into my arms. She literally just fell right into my arms as I was walking. That’s how it happened!”

“But how did you know it was falling? How did you catch it?” Derrick was eager, talking as much with his hands and arms as with his voice, was clearly not listening to a word he said.

Brandon grunted in exasperation. “I didn’t know the baby was falling. I was just walking. How many times do I have to go through this? She basically just hit me in the chest and I caught her by reflex.”

It was completely true. It had happened just about an hour before. Brandon had been walking home from work, planning nothing more special than a stop at the coffee shop between the office and his place. Before he’d reached it, a building had exploded with fire and debris. It had certainly felt and sounded like a whole block had gone up a the time, though.

He’d barely had time to react or even panic when he’d been hit in the chest by a heavy falling object, and had instinctively grabbed it. It had turned out to be a baby; he’d saved the little girl’s life. And with just that one single, instinctive action, his life for the past hour had been turned upside down.

He hoped it was just for the hour. There’d been something about that kid that had unnerved him slightly, and it was more than just unfamiliar human contact. Brandon led a very solitary life, with just a few close friends and coworkers, but …

It had been the eyes, he thought. The little girl had looked at him after he caught her, and he’d been transfixed for a moment. Those eyes never belonged in a baby’s face. They were old, and deep. They knew things; they saw things. They’d seen him. They’d smiled at him, and he’d felt a shiver, then, as though a chill breeze had blown across his spine.

He’d been stunned, of course. Not just by the baby he held, but by the blast itself, and by the sudden wave of applause that had gone up as people around him realized what he’d done. The cheering and clapping had gone on for at least five minutes, though all he remembered was the shocked gratitude and joyful tears of the child’s mother as she thanked him for saving her life.

Then had come the sea of hand-shakes, and he was pawed at by people who for some reason he’d never understand just wanted to touch him as he passed through the crowd; an endless successful of pokes and prods and brushes on his arms and shoulders, as omnipresent as the dull roar of the adulation, yet fleeting sensations, gone as fast as they came.

Just as he’d been starting to get a grip on himself and was making his way to the edge of the crowd to break away, the police and fire services appeared on the scene, followed closely by TV and other media trucks, and he found himself blinking and stammering his way through not one but several interviews as the local news caught up on what had happened.

First game the glitzy blonde, the face of the evening news, a woman who’s name he barely registered as Belinda Press (”All the Press that’s fit to view!”) before she was holding him up as an icon of the city, an example for the community, someone to look up to for young and old alike. “N—not at all, I was just in the right place at the right time,” he protested, but she cut him off.

“And such a model of modesty he is, too. Mr. Brandon Burns, hero of the hour, thank you so much for being on the show!” And with that he was in the clutches of the next, a local radio report, and then the next, from the city’s largest newspaper, giving up sound bites with no chance to think about what he was saying to all of them.

Then the police escorted him out of the limelight, much to his relief. An officer was on hand with a water bottle for him; the survivors of the fire were huddled around, having already given statements. As the most prominent witness/participant, he was questioned about the events. “Did you see anything unusual leading up to the buildings’ windows blowing out?”

The police had explained that that was what had sounded so loud; the building hadn’t actually exploded, the windows on several lower floors had blown out due to the pressure of super-heated air from a raging fire. He shook his head. “No, detective, I didn’t notice a thing. I was preoccupied with my own thoughts, not really paying any attention to what was going on around me when it happened, and then it all happened so fast …”

“It’s alright, sir. You’ve done a very heroic thing today. You should be proud.”

“Is it alright if I go?”

“You’re free to leave, sir. We’d just like to get your contact information first, in case we have any followup questions to ask.”

He’d given his address, email and cell number, then looked out at the crowd. Most were staring at the burning building from a safe distance as the fire department worked to extinguish the flames, but a few cheers went up as he stood and prepared to leave. He cringed and headed back to the other side of the police line tape that had been put up while he’d been questioned.

Finally his friend Derrick had found him, and together it took them another 10 minutes to get lost in the crowd and head out of the area.

“I couldn’t believe it when I saw the smoke. My phone started going crazy, everyone was asking if I’d heard about what happened, if I was okay, if I was near when it happened. Then I saw the whole story—did you know you’re all over the media?”

“Yeah, I was there,” Brandon said with a touch of sarcasm, though truth be told he was taken aback that word had gotten around so quickly. He was used to the speed with which news of events could spread, but it felt very different when you were involved in them.

“Right, well this is huge! Everyone knows you now, there are pictures of you holding that kid on all the news sites. They’ve even got security camera footage of you making the catch!” Derrick was wide-eyed and animated with excitement.

“They’ll forget all about it soon enough,” he said. “It was a fluke, just blind luck.”

“Not if you act fast, Ben,” Derrick said. Brandon suppressed momentary annoyance. ‘Ben’ was not short for Brandon, and yet everyone seemed to want to call him that. Derrick was usually much better at avoiding that these days, but when he got particularly excited by something, he’d still slip on occasion. “I keep telling you that you could be doing so much better if only you’d talk yourself up a bit, let people know you’re out there! It’s Marketing 101.”

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