NaNoWriMo 2012

The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Chapter 5, pt. 1

That was the moment that Brandon’s world truly transformed itself into something he barely recognized. He couldn’t have been more baffled than if he’d suddenly found himself transported into any of the worlds of his comics and books and movies. It certainly felt like that was where this new world belonged.

It would have been terribly exciting, except that those worlds were experienced while dry and warm and comfortable at home, not soaking in the sludge with the heroes.

Sorcha had wasted exactly enough time for them to finish their coffees, and then they were off. He didn’t know what she did, but one minute they were in the café, and the next …

“What happened? Where’d the café go?”

They were still seated, and the transition had happened so suddenly (or was it so gradually?) that he couldn’t put his finger on exactly when it had occurred. The space they were in resembled the café in many respects. The floor plan of the building seemed to be the same. There was a counter where the café’s counter had been. There were tables and chairs in something resembling the same locations as the café’s.

He wasn’t a particularly devoted student of interior design, but he was reasonably certain the café had not been decked out in quite this much crystal and faerie dust when he’d entered.

He gaped for a moment and turned back to Sorcha, only to gape again. Sorcha sat before him, gazing intently again, a wide grin on her face.

“Um … are those … do you … what …”

“Something you’d like to ask?” She inquired innocently. The translucent, barely visible wings on her back fluttered and shimmered as she hunched her shoulders forward, staring even more intently.

“Are … those … wings?”

“There, that wasn’t so hard, was it? And yes, of course they are!” She fluttered them meaningfully.

“You’re—”

She nodded, suddenly all serious. “I’m one of the People, yes. Though that’s not actually what we call ourselves, you know. As dream names go, it’s not too bad, I guess. It’ll do for now.”

“Dream names?” He kind of hoped she’d keep on giving him new questions to ask. It kept him from focusing on the changes to the café—and, if his peripheral vision wasn’t playing tricks on him, the rest of the city.

“I certainly hope you don’t think that story you came up with was true! All that wandering around in the swamp and killing things and the circle of trees? You’d have to go far, far away from here to see or do any of that!” She looked almost affronted. “No, it was all just a dream, something you came up with to make sense of the call. Happens all the time.”

“So I’m not the only one, then.” That was oddly comforting. He could get lost in a crowd.

She laughed merrily. “Oh no, no. There are lots of others. Well, some others. A few others. Not too many right now, actually, but they’re out there.”

“So you can fly?” He looked the wings over carefully; they didn’t look strong enough to support her.

“I sure can! Not like this, though, not with these or in this body. But yeah, if I change, I can fly.”

“So wait, you can change your body?”

She rolled her eyes. “Come on, Brandon, think a moment. You just witnessed the entire café change, and I changed along with it. Is it really so hard to believe that I can change again in other ways?”

“Right. Sorry, it’s a lot to take in.”

“Well, you’d best get used to rapid change. You’ll need to be on your toes where we’re going!”

“Where are we going?”

“Let’s go have a look.” She smiled and took his hand. They rose and made their way to the door, past crystalline tables and windows covered with slatted blinds. Sorcha dropped his hand, took hold of the door handles, lead him outside, and whirled to him with an impish grin.

Beyond her, the city looked just as it had after work. Skyscrapers rose in the distance. Buildings of more moderate height crowded around them. Cars raced down the road, while the sidewalks bustled with people coming to and fro. Some of them gave him startled glances and looks of recognition, and he remembered with a start that he wasn’t quite through with his moment of fame just yet.

“I don’t get it, what’s changed?” he asked.

“You!” she exclaimed. “Don’t worry if you don’t see it just yet. It’ll happen.”

“Why’d everything go back to normal, but you still have your wings?” It was true. She was standing in the middle of the sidewalk, wings flapping lazily behind her, and people weren’t giving them a second glance, even those who moved out of their way to avoid walking into them.

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The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Chapter 4, pt. 2

He broke into a jog, then a run as people kept snapping more and more shots and capturing more video. Arriving at the office was a relief; he’d have at least a few minutes before news of his newest feat reached the office. He got to his desk as quickly as possible, making eye contact with as few people as possible, and then buried his face in his hands.

If there was one difference between this incident and the original, it was that at least this time he’d had some idea of what he was doing. The baby had been a complete fluke, an accident, if a happy one. This time, there’d been at least a little bit of heroism involved, hadn’t there? Or if not heroism, at least he’d reacted to something and done the right thing? Couldn’t he be happy about that? He felt a flash of shame at his own self-serving reaction to the whole ordeal. He’d done some good in the world, possibly saved someone’s life, and his worry was over other people intruding on his personal time and space.

Another corner of his mind resisted, though. Self-serving or not, it was an unwelcome form of stress, wasn’t it? And stress wasn’t good for you. He’d known for most of his life that he wasn’t the social type, and nothing brought on anxiety like being the center of attention. Was it really too much to ask that his good deeds go unpunished?

He sighed. There were too many ways to spin the situation, both for and against his reaction. He squeezed his eyes shut and gave himself a shake. “Okay,” he said under his breath. “This time I really did make the decision to be the hero. I guess it’s only right to own it.” A part of him quailed inside at the thought.

He made an effort when people approached him to not automatically dismiss what they were saying, or try to deny what he’d done. It didn’t come naturally to him, but he tried to embrace the attention, though he certainly didn’t go out of his way to seek it.

As the day progressed, he became aware of the various levels of attention he was getting from different people. Some hardly seemed to care at all, while others were more impressed. The ones that puzzled him were the people he didn’t know who approached. But more than any of them, one individual stood out.

He was almost certain he’d seen her around before, but only in the sort of half-familiar way of someone who exists as part of the background of his life, to whom he’d certainly never paid any attention, nor she to him. On this day though, he kept seeing her hovering around, glancing at him. It was more than that though.

Most people approached wearing expressions of surprise; they were impressed with what they’d heard, or they’d seen something new about him on the internet they wanted to share. There was something that excited them about this whole novel situation. But not her. Her features were blank, expressionless.

She met his gaze each time he saw her, held it for a moment, then went about her business. At first he thought nothing of it, but then it happened again, and again, four times in all, and those before lunch time.

It was the third time that he saw her after lunch that he realized why his attention was drawn to her; there was something off about her. Something different.

She was of the People.

He couldn’t have pointed to her and said why he was suddenly so convinced of it. She looked perfectly normal at first glance, and at second. And, he reflected, at 6th. It was like looking at the baby girl; like looking at her parents, in the dream. There was something about the eyes. They’d seen things no ordinary eyes were meant to see.

There was more to it than that, but he couldn’t put his finger on what it was. He turned his thoughts instead to what they—she—wanted from him.

Are they keeping an eye on their investment? he wondered. Did they somehow make me save that cyclist this morning? No, he dismissed that thought. That didn’t feel right at all. Did they do something to me? Is that what that feeling of power is?

Could she know something about all this? I need to talk to her.

The thought was a piece of ice that sank through his mind and right into the depths of his stomach. It was one thing to struggle against his social anxiety and talk to a pretty woman. She would be just a person. But this pretty woman … he wasn’t sure what she was. That was socialization on a whole new level for him. But he needed answers, and he wanted them soon.

In spite of his resolve, he failed to get a chance to talk to her all that day, or the next. He was a low-ranking graphic artist; the company was a design firm. His superiors took a dim view of their employees spending too much (read: any) time away from their desks if they had projects that were due, which was understandable enough, he supposed. They also took a dim view of any appearance of being less than terribly busy even when there was nothing going on. He found that somewhat less understandable, but he didn’t make the rules, he just had to work under them.

He also avoided any further unintended major heroics, though on several occasions he found himself performing very small feats of agility that several days before would have seemed unlikely, at best, or flat out impossible.

They were just tiny little things, maybe even the type of thing that others wouldn’t think twice about. In the break room at work, a tall stack of washed dishes toppled over. There must have been at least 20 plates and half as many bowls. He caught the whole stack before it all came apart, and without breaking a single dish. He even managed not to attract any attention to himself. While not exactly heroic in itself, he had very clearly felt the flash of power and warmth he was increasingly sure he had felt with the People in his dream. No, the true hero was the unsung noble soul who had actually bothered to wash all those dishes. That was one title nobody could pin on him.

What they apparently could pin on him was a complaint for ‘disturbing the work environment.’ The incident with the baby had caused enough commotion surrounding him to disrupt what the powers-that-be within the agency considered to be a harmonious, productive work environment. He got called into his bosses’ office to answer for it.

His boss Mr. Grout was a small man, and the type who made a point of being nasty to everyone. Scuttlebutt around the office had it that it was his way of compensating for his height; if people were scared of you, they were less likely to be threatening or some such thing. Brandon usually got along well enough with him simply by working well enough on his own that he needed minimal supervision, and so had been spared most of it.

Not today though. He stood and weathered the age-old storm of “trickle-down politics.” After being dumped on by his own bosses, Brandon’s boss passed it on to him.

“… I expect more from you, Burns. And I’ll be watching. If there’s any more of this sort of spectacle, your next visit to this office won’t be so pleasant! Now go. I need the concept art for that new account by 3:30.”

He sighed under his breath as he left the office, face burning, mind whirling. It was 2pm and he’d only been given the assignment an hour before. He chose to look on the bright side; such an impossibly tight deadline would give him a very valid excuse to avoid any awkward interactions.

He put his head down and worked as hard and fast as he could on the project, and got off with only a glare when he turned it in literally at the last minute. Does that make another ‘heroic’ accomplishment? he wondered. Probably not.

When he got back to his desk, something was different.

Much like his home, he kept his work space neatly arranged, with everything in its particular place, arranged just so for efficient use and comfort. He had his novelty Aperture Science coffee mug, and his Black Mesa mug from which he always drank tea. The tea itself was an ordered stack of boxes along one wall of his cubicle. Several giant robot and starship models kept silent watch over his work space from the edges; his keyboard and artists’ trackball took up the center, in front of a smallish monitor that so far the company had been too cheap to upgrade in spite of his position.

A post-it was stuck to the monitor, right in the center. It certainly hadn’t been there minutes before, when he’d left.

Coffee next door after work. Meet me.

It was hand-written, unsigned. He frowned. On the one hand, he really would have preferred to pursue his search for the odd staring woman. On the other hand, this invitation, cryptic as it was, was also circumspect enough not to get him into further trouble. After his chewing-out earlier, he was willing to give that some additional weight in his decision-making process.

He could always resume the search next time, after all.

He got back to his remaining projects and worked hard until quitting time. He put extra care into avoiding those who looked like they might want to stop him to talk and managed to slip outside and dash next door.

The café was pretty slick and clean looking, but didn’t have much of a kitchen. It wasn’t a place he often ate at, as they really only catered to those coming in for beverages and maybe a dessert or two. Their dessert section was excellent, but the coffee was mediocre at best; still, it was close to the office and better than what they supplied, so he did stop in now and then during the day.

At this time of day it was nearly empty. He didn’t recognize anyone as being from the office, certainly not anyone that would have left him a note. He ordered an espresso and sat down at the back of the place to ensure he could see anyone who entered.

He didn’t have long to wait. About five minutes after he sat down, she arrived. His heart leaped a bit; it was the one who’d been keeping such a close eye on him. She entered without looking for him and went straight to the counter to order.

She was beautiful in an unconventional sort of way. Long, straight black hair parted in the center framed a face that was maybe just slightly too long and too narrow, with cheekbones just a touch low, but full. Her skin was pale as paper, her eyes brown and intense.

That intensity was a big part of the reason she put him in mind of the baby he’d saved, he decided, sitting there watching her order her coffee. He was far enough from the counter that he couldn’t quite make out her order, but he got the impression of a low, melodious voice.

She picked up her cup delicately and turned directly to where he was seated; she didn’t even look to verify his location. It was a little spooky. She sat opposite him and stared at him a moment, sipping from her cup.

“Hi,” he said hesitantly.

“Brandon,” she said. It startled him; she wasn’t the first to use his proper name, but it happened rarely enough that the sound of it lay odd on his ears. He’d been right about her voice; it was deep and lovely.

“Right, I’m afraid I don’t … we’ve never …”

“Sorcha. I am Sorcha Bowyer.” Her eyes stayed intently on him. He got the strongest feeling that he was being gauged, measured.

It became clear pretty quickly that nothing more was forthcoming; she stared at him intently, still sipping her coffee. “Well, it’s … it’s a pleasure to meet you, Ms. Bowyer. What’s this all about?”

She gave a small smile. “Call me Sorcha. And I think you know exactly what this is about already.”

“Um, you’re not going to ask for my autograph, are you,” he half-joked, “’cause I’ve already had about enough of that for a lifetime, I think.”

Her smile became a grin; it transformed her face. Where before had been impassive measurement now lay amusement, and maybe the barest hint of mischief. “Oh Brandon, no, no more autographs I think. You’ve been called; there are much better uses for your time. And I’m going to show you what they are.”

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The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Chapter 4, pt. 1

The next day he awoke refreshed and confident that his popularity would be on the wane. He breakfasted and dressed for work, exited the apartment, headed down the street, and tackled a passing bike messenger off his bike and out of the path of an onrushing speeding bus with only a fraction of a second to spare.

It was over before he even quite knew what was going on. It had happened so fast he couldn’t even remember clearly whether he’d felt the characteristic flash of power through his body.

While he stood, shocked, thinking about these issues, a small crowd of equally shocked onlookers were snapping photos and murmuring amongst themselves as they identified the messenger’s rescuer as the hero of the other day.

The messenger, a scruffy young man who looked far more shocked and shaken than Brandon himself, shook his hand with sincere gratitude. “Don’t mention it,” Brandon said, while around them people snapped photos and uploaded video clips of the moment.

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The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Chapter 3

Alas, Galadriel was nowhere to be seen. In fact, there continued to be nothing much of note to see, even though he was filled with the certainty that the meeting had, in fact, begun.

That certainty was borne of a presence in his mind that he recognized as the source of the call. It was centered on the sliver of dense light, which drew his eye like a magnet drawing iron. Though he couldn’t see it grow, it somehow grew in importance until it filled his field of view and he could see nothing else; a voice that had no voice spoke with him through his mind.

brave one, you are welcome here

“I’m welcome … in my dreams?” The voice-that-wasn’t-a-voice was flat and toneless and yet more expressive and full of meaning than any sound he’d heard produced. He wasn’t entirely sure how dream conversations were supposed to go, but he didn’t seem to be on autopilot anymore. He was going to have to actually carry his end of the conversation.

your dreams are a place of fantastic power and wonder, of imagination and imagery far beyond most of your kind

“Power … is this about what happened yesterday?”

you are a true hero to your kind, and to mine

“I’m no hero,” he said.

Another replay in his head began then, the scenes he’d seen earlier of the mother and father holding their child moments before the little girl was lost from the balcony. There was an otherworldliness to it he hadn’t seen before, not just the strangeness of the girl, but of her parents, too.

we live among you, unseen, unknown

The baby girl, staring into his eyes after he caught her, those too-knowing eyes that consumed him. There was a kinship there, something shared with the too-solid light.

you saved her where precious few others could

“I only did what anyone would have done,” he protested, before being cut off.

He felt a pulsing warmth inside his chest. It flowed into him from the light; a gift, he sensed; it felt both glorious and alien all at once.

cast off false images and be truly what you are

The warmth exploded in his chest, flooding through him, suffusing him with a feeling of power mixed with gratitude that nearly burned in its intensity, then faded, leaving him feeling warm and drained.

you are the hero of the people

“It was just instinct! I didn’t even see her! I’m glad I saved her, but I’m not worthy of all this,” he cried, but he was protesting in vain. He jerked upright in his bed, blinked his eyes, and pinched and poked himself around the arms and legs and head. He was himself, his regular old body with its reassuring lack of He-Man muscles. Only the diffuse, warm feeling remained from the dream. “Maybe I’m just hung over.”

He noticed light streaming in from under the shade on the window; he grabbed his phone. 7:13am. Just in time to get ready for work.

<> 

He put the dream out of his mind and spent the rest of that day trying to make things go back to normal. The rest of the world had other ideas.

When he arrived at work, he found his co-workers, most of whom had never interacted with him in any way before, had gotten him a large cake with a beautifully done icing rendering of him catching the baby girl across the top. He spluttered and stammered his protests to no effect; for the rest of the day, he was the man of the hour, and got almost no work done at all thanks to an endless parade of people he didn’t know shaking his hand, congratulating him, asking him for the hot reporter lady’s number and generally interrupting his schedule. To his great surprise, nobody minded that he didn’t actually accomplish anything.

The message counter continued to climb. It was making him anxious; he liked to keep a clean inbox and the count was up to 55 from voice mail alone when he got up. He knew he was going to have to deal with it eventually, he knew; he turned off the display again.

“Ben, great job yesterday, that catch was amazing! Did you play ball in college or something?” Yet another co-worker he’d seen around but never talked to. He smiled half-heartedly.

“Brandon, and thanks. No, never played.”

“Man, if only they’d known what they were missing out on!”

“Yeah. Um, I’ve got to—”

“Hey, no problem, Ben. We should get lunch some time, it’s on me!”

“That … sounds great, sure.”

He hurried off, whistling, and Brandon stared down at the lunch he’d hastily packed and brought with him. He looked around the office, and half a dozen people were trying to catch his eye. He cringed inwardly. “I’ve gotta get out of here,” he muttered.

Suiting action to words, he grabbed his coat and slipped out of the office as quickly as he could, drawing on all of his years of experience to blend into the environment and avoid notice. He counted it a success when he was only stopped twice.

He let his guard down as he strolled down the street; he was too relieved to be out of the sight of his coworkers, and forgot that he was now in the line of sight of the general public. It took a few minutes for this to dawn on him as people started stopping where they stood, whispering. A few started pointing.

One young woman timidly approached him, tugging on the sleeve of his coat as he passed. “Excuse me, sir, are you Brandon Burns?”

He stopped, flustered. She was a beauty, the type of girl he’d have been too nervous to approach, and here she was, looking ready to bolt if he said the wrong word. His response caught in his throat.

“Um … yes,” he said, rather lamely, and promptly gave himself a mental kick for his social clumsiness.

She advanced a step, a bit of the timidity melting away from her eyes. “I saw how you saved that baby yesterday, it was the most amazing thing I’ve ever seen. I’m so glad I get to tell you how great you were!”

He retreated a step, maintaining the distance between them, even while flushing slightly under the praise. “Er … thank you. It was really nothing though, I just did what anyone would have done. I just … reacted, you know?”

She took another step forward. “Not just anyone would have actually caught her though,” she smiled. “Would you—”

“I’m really sorry, I’m … I have to … I’ve got to be on my way.” He started backing away. “It was nice to meet you!”

He turned then and hurried on. He grabbed his phone from his pocket, determined not to be stopped again; he opened up his social networks and kept his eyes half-glued to the screen, head hunched low. Maybe nobody would recognize him.

He walked that way, head down, attention apparently absorbed, until he came to the little hole in the wall restaurant he’d decided was likely to be the least busy place he could get to for lunch and make it back on time. It was also the place he was least likely to be bothered, he hoped.

The place, a somewhat generic Mediterranean restaurant, was a little dim and grungy-looking, but those who looked closer would note that their kitchen was spotless. There were a few other customers in the place, but not many; the lunch rush hadn’t begun, and was rarely too bad at this location even when it did begin. He joined the short line as unobtrusively as possible.

The place was short-staffed, but the harried servers were efficient and kept the line moving. He’d just decided to go with the chicken shawarma when it was his turn to order. He collected his meal to eat in and slipped his phone into his pocket, then made his way to an empty table.

He made it halfway before another customer bumped him from behind. From the corner of his eye, he saw the other patron’s dish go flying into the air right next to him. A sense of deja vu came over him and a warm flash of energy ran down his arm. He snapped it out, snagging the edge of the plate and scooping it up before it separated from too much of the contents. A single olive bounced free and hit the floor while he stood still, a little stunned, and handed the plate back to its wide-eyed owner.

Did that just happen? That didn’t just happen, he thought. He surreptitiously rubbed his fingertips together; no spidery sticky hairs. He wasn’t turning into Tobey McGuire in Spider-Man, then. What the hell was that, then?

He looked around, but it seemed most people hadn’t noticed. The person who’d bumped him was staring at him, giving him a look he’d seen a number of times that day already, as though trying to place his face. With a start, his attention was drawn to a couple of people who’d been in the line behind him—he recognized them from work. Crap! One of them was staring at him, open-mouthed. He nudged the other person, a woman from the accounting department, and they started whispering together, casting furtive glances at him.

He hunched in on himself and slipped quietly into his seat and started eating. So much for a clean escape.

The story of the lunchtime catch spread around the office, which made the furtive glances and whispered conversations infinitely worse for the rest of the day, but at least people interrupted him far less frequently. He was actually able to get some work done. Unfortunately, being able to did not translate into actually doing it; he spent a good portion of the afternoon worrying about that odd warmth he’d felt right before catching the plate. It had felt an awful lot like the sensation he’d had during his dream.

He walked home quickly, lost in thought, and that actually had the effect of shielding him from the cloud of attention his appearance brought him. Passersby took note of his distracted air and speed and very few thought to interrupt him.

He made it home in record time, tossed his phone onto the counter without even setting it up to charge, and sat by his window, deep in thought, staring out at the street and the people moving about their lives.

Were some of them the others? The … he didn’t even know what they were. ‘The People,’ his dream had told him, living in the world unseen and unknown. But who, what were the people? He’d dismissed them as the figment of too much scotch before bed, but his sense of connection at the restaurant had been so strong.

‘You are the hero of the people,’ he’d been told. Told by a dream. Told by his imagination, told by a scotch bottle. Could they have done that to him? Could they have given him the ability to actually be what everyone already thought he was?

“It’d be just my luck if they’re real and they actually did,” he said to himself, hardly noticing that he was speaking the words out loud. “Another couple of days and people will have forgotten all about me, except …” he sighed. “Except for the inevitable memes, I guess.”

He stared at his hands. All this over a silly dream and a couple of flukes of dexterity. He’d always had fairly good reflexes, though he was rarely in a position to really put them to the test. That was likely all it was; he’d been in an unusual position to make use of a natural ability he’d had all along without knowing.

Hadn’t he?

He dug a handful of change out of his pocket and inspected them. 4 quarters, several assorted lesser coins. He re-pocketed the lesser ones and idly flipped one of the quarters, catching and re-catching it.

After he’d flipped it a few times, he flipped it extra hard, sending the coin sailing toward the ceiling by a couple of feet before it fell back down. He tensed his other arm and snatched for it. It was an easy catch, and there was no hint of the otherworldly warmth he remembered from before.

He snorted at himself. Seriously, he was getting cracked in the head.

He tossed all four quarters up toward the ceiling and watched as they started to fall. As they neared the level he’d thrown them from, his hand shot out …

2 quarters tumbled to the floor, one landing on edge and rolling briefly before settling. Two lay in his clenched fist. Still no trace of the warm feeling of power.

“Guess that settles that,” he said, relieved. It was all in his head. In a few days, people would forget all about his blessedly brief brush with fame.

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The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Chapter 2, pt. 2

He fell asleep instantly, but despite the scotch, he didn’t sleep deeply. Instead he found himself dreaming, and the dreams were intense.

It started out with a replay of the day’s events, only in slow motion and from a multitude of angles; it was like being everywhere at once, seeing everything, even the bits that neither he nor the cameras had seen. He saw the fire start in the basement of the building, a dusty old place where too much old crap had been dumped, lots of wood and paper and cardboard and far too many things covered in grease and oil, no doubt belonging to the maintenance men who kept the buildings’ water heaters and air circulation systems running. All it took was a single spark landing in the wrong spot, and the potential firetrap lived up to its potential at last.

It spread quickly throughout the basement, and even in the dream Brandon could feel the heat and pressure building fast as the air rapidly expanded. His perspective shifted; a young mother in a third floor apartment, looking out over the street with baby in her arms and daddy at her side. She held the little girl firmly, all of them happy and laughing at something funny daddy had said, when -WHUMP-

The building shook, mommy and daddy were thrown off balance. Dual instincts warred within mommy; she clutched her child in one arm and threw the other out to the balcony rail to steady herself, but lost her grip. Both parents screamed as the little girl went out, out and over, then the sickeningly long fall to the concrete below.

He saw himself, oblivious, reacting to the windows blowing out, leaping back, the little girl striking his chest, his arms snapping up automatically to catch her.

He saw the crowd, many of them already facing his way, their attention drawn by both the screams of the mother above and the explosive shattering of the basement windows. He saw their reaction to his miracle catch. He felt an immense weight of approval, but it wasn’t the crowd’s, and it wasn’t his own. It reminded him of nothing so much than the strangeness he’d noticed about the little girl herself.

He didn’t have time to dwell on that before his perspective changed again; this time he was who knows where. It looked like nothing so much as a swamp, of all places. He was standing knee-deep in it, and …

Why were his knees bare?

He had swamp water in his boots, and …

Why was he wearing a fur loincloth?

“What the hell?” he yelled at nobody in particular. He was startled at how loud and heroic his voice sounded. A mosquito bit him on the unusually large and solid bicep, and with startling speed and accuracy he swatted it, smashing it flat against the bulging muscle. “Holy crap.”

He raised a hand to his head, and sure enough, he was wearing a helmet very much like that stupid picture he’d drawn. The shield was strapped to his back, to judge by the weight, and the sword to his belt.

No sooner had he recognized his circumstances than his perspective altered once again, becoming more dream, less lucid. He saw his caricature-self march off into the swamp, headed for the heart of the forest in the distance.

He was not unchallenged; from his odd, disembodied perspective, he saw himself being eyed hungrily by a frighteningly large crocodile seconds before it darted forward to strike, only to watch himself cleave its skull nearly in two before it could bring the its massive jaws together on him. He hadn’t even seen himself draw the sword.

A short time later, as he was nearing the edge of the swamp, he watched helplessly as a 20’ snake dropped silently from the branches of a slimy tree overhead. It quickly coiled around his arms and shoulders, pinning him, rearing in front of him, mouth gaping. His caricature set his feet wide, bracing for action, and without flinching or even changing expression, flexed his entire upper body. The snake hissed furiously, muscular body trying to clamp down and crush the air from Brandon’s massive lungs.

It took a minute, but finally Brandon’s heroic alter-ego won out. With a huge outward and upward heave, he hurled the snake off into the water, then cut its head off with one stroke when it was foolish enough to return to strike again.

‘What am I doing? I mean watching? I mean dreaming? No more scotch on an empty stomach before bed,’ he found himself thinking. If this dream had been a movie, he’d have clicked it off by now. It was the worst sort of cheesy fantasy action hero schlock, the sort of stuff he’d outgrown years ago.

His over-muscled caricature was dragging himself out of the swamp and onto dry land. He wore fur boots to match the loincloth, though they were so filthy with swamp muck that it was hard to tell what they were at first. He pulled them off one by one and gave them a quick rinse in the water, pulled them back on, and continued on.

As he moved soundlessly through the forest like some overly large and unusually dense ghost, he found his perception shifting again. The woods grew darker faster than the dense foliage should have accounted for, faster even than the approach of night accounted for. His cartoonish form started to seem more real to him, less outrageously proportioned. Little details pinged into his awareness that had been lacking before; the wetness of his boots from the water, scratches from the swamp vegetation he’d pushed through, bruises sustained from the crocodile fight, countless insect bites.

He almost preferred the caricature, he decided. He wanted to stop and scratch the itches, but he had somewhere to be. A meeting needed to take place; he couldn’t be late. He wasn’t sure how he knew this. Must’ve been some kind of dream-logic. He had been called, and it was time to answer.

The forest was nearly pitch black and his tree-trunk legs were collecting an impressive variety of scratches from pushing on through the undergrowth. The character of the land began to change, gradually at first. The brush thinned, the ground became flatter, more level, at least where he walked. The plants around him became strange, almost otherworldly. Bio-luminescent life began to appear everywhere; bits of moss, glowing insects, traces of light along the curve of a leaf, all started appearing to light the woods with an ethereal glow. He was almost disappointed when neither Galadriel nor Na’vi appeared to him from behind a convenient tree.

A dark spot in the blue-green glow of the forest caught his attention in the distance before him. He watched as it steadily grew closer, until it resolved as a grove of trees grown so tightly packed that they formed a great wall of living wooden trunks, their canopy of branches tightly woven overhead. The tangled mass of roots at their bases made the ground treacherous save for a single, well-worn path which lay clear and smooth and led to a narrow arch between two great trunks.

He passed through the arch without a trace of the hesitation he’d have shown had it not been a dream. Beyond the arch lay a deep darkness, split only by the faint glow of the forest’s light from beyond. He stepped resolutely inside, and even that slight glow disappeared.

He stood waiting in that way that you do in dreams without conscious control. His eyes slowly adjusted to the dark of the space and he saw that he stood within a grove, the massive trunk wall surrounding a perfect circle of ground.

A light started to grow from the center of the circle, barely visible at first but increasing gradually in intensity. It began as a pale green, growing brighter and more intense, lighting first a circle of moss and then growing in diameter until it filled the whole clearing.

The clearing was smooth and flat and covered in a blanket of soft, lush green moss. As he watched, insects emerged from burrows in the trunks and the ground, further lighting the space and giving him a better view. The trees grew to an dizzying height, with the lowest branches not appearing until the trunks had risen a good twenty meters, and it was another 5 before they became tightly interwoven to form a solid roof.

His attention was wrested from the roof by … he had no idea what, but his gaze was wrenched down to the center of the clearing, where the light had concentrated into a near-physical intensity. The time of the meeting was at hand.

Now, where’s Galadriel? he thought.

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The Diffident Hero - NaNoWriMo 2012 - Day 2, pt. 2

Chapter 2

Away from the phone in the comfort of his familiar studio, his mood began to improve immediately. The stress and tension of all the attention he’d received began to drain right out of his body, down through his legs and out his feet. That or the scotch was really, really good. He couldn’t decide which.

It wasn’t a huge space, but he liked it that way. Everything was within reach. It was a small converted bedroom, emptied of bedroom type furniture and filled with drawing tables and computers and tablets and lots, and lots of toys and art. Alongside his own original drawings on various subjects were his own takes on famous franchises like Star Trek and Battlestar Galactica, The Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter, The Avengers, Star Wars, Tron … the list went on and on. He had too many to mount on his walls, and those were just the few he’d drawn on paper or had printed and framed. He had easily three times as many more in pure digital form.

He did most of his work on the computer. It was where he’d learned to draw, and only on rare occasions would he indulge in working on paper or canvas or other physical media. Despite the insistence of many other artists that the physical realm was superior, his particular style suffered when he tried to take it out of the digital realm. The layout of the studio reflected that.

His workspace occupied three of the four walls of the room, and he had a wheeled chair that he could push easily around the protected hardwood floor to any of the available workspaces. Of those three walls, two were devoted to his digital work flow, with tablets, touch monitors, a stylus, color laser printer, color ink-jet printer, a large scanner and many, many external drives for expanded storage and backing up work.

The one smaller wall was for his forays into drawing on paper. He had set up a pivoting light-table on which he could both free-draw and ink anything he felt like working on.

He sank into the chair with a sigh of relief and flicked the main monitor on. He’d left the computer running and most of his programs open; his email was open, and he winced. His phone messages were piped into email for him automatically if he didn’t listen to them, so they were waiting for him here too. 57, read the counter. He closed his mail with a shudder and grabbed his stylus, opening his drawing program to a fresh blank image.

With nothing specifically in mind, he started to draw, rapidly sketching out lines as his mind flitted about over the events of the day. He sat like that for a good hour, just thinking and letting his hands worry about the drawing on autopilot. When he finally looked at what he was drawing at, he smirked and rolled his eyes at himself, quite literally.

He’d drawn himself as a stereotypical fantasy hero type, complete with fur loincloth, bulging muscles that his real-life physique shrank back from in fright, a long broadsword with requisite jewel-encrusted handle, and viking-horned helmet and shield. He’d exaggerated his features, making his jaw a lot more square than it really was, his nose a touch more noble, his brow … well, actually probably a little less wise than it really was in reality, though that might’ve been the indomitable expression he’d put on his face.

He’d drawn his blue eyes as cool flecks of bright blue ice, though in reality they were much darker and usually more distant and introspective than they were in the intense gaze probing the distance of the caricature. His brown hair had become almost blond in the image, though it was difficult to see clearly because of the ridiculous helmet.

He smiled at the image and hit save. He might come up with some use for it at some point in the future. It might make a fun social avatar for a while, maybe. His various profiles could use a refresh.

The more he thought about that, the more he liked it, so he got lost in the world of online social media for several hours, updating his profiles and growing wide-eyed at just how correct Derrick had been. The online world was abuzz with news of the story of the day; his picture was everywhere, as well as the clip from the security camera that showed him quite clearly catching the baby as it felt at a truly frightening speed toward the bare concrete below, head first.

If he hadn’t known it had been himself, he might have thought it an impressive, heroic act as well. The camera hadn’t caught him face-on, so his blank, preoccupied expression couldn’t be seen. It looked like the act of a man with incredible reflexes (or luck, he thought,) making a one-in-a-million catch, snatching the infant from the inevitability of death while broken glass still bounced around on the ground, and then returning her to the arms of her tearfully grateful mother.

Seeing it from outside himself left him slack-jawed, and he started to understand the misconception others held a bit better. Even he felt a touch of pride that he’d been able to do such a thing, though it was tempered by a sinking feeling that the hoopla wasn’t going to die down quickly on it, at least by internet standards. He estimated that he could look forward to being the center of attention for probably a good four days at least, and he’d be a figure of renown and an ongoing internet meme for at least another year afterward.

He looked at his empty glass.

He poured another double and downed it in one gulp.

Then he went to bed.

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